squishedd.

badly squished______

so sianx.
i am so pissed off wif sch wk n home wk n assignments n tests n sia(s).

dis is so disheartenin.

my sec3 yr is doomed-

wadeva

so.sad.

so sad lahx.huiguan is gettin borin!!!!how can.i miss wang laoshi.so sad lahx.haix.nvm.i shall b guai n not complain n go nex wk.yisong say dey wad design games n i kena e more um not so vigorous wan.so lik ya.but wadeva.i shall b nice n guai.heehee.but tts HARD.aiya.wadeva.

lookin 4ward 2 cny.

8daes.til.cny____

taboo games of youth-

wen watch dis chin show wif jess.not bad lahx.quite nice.but b4 e show got alot of pple wen 2 tok.den we saw xiao zhang.den we were lik whao.heh.den um basically jux lydat lorx.but e show realli quite nice lahx.veri reflective.den lik portray e students nowadays veri well.but mayb its e exageratted(sp?!)tingy.yesh.but in all its nice.

*wad.r.we.becumin.nowadays?__

304rocks.

whee.304 is so bonded.we juz had our firs class gatherin.heh.at chinatown on hari raya no less.whee.its lik quite fun lorx.cus miss yeo got go oso.but its lik chao chao chao squeeeezy.but nvm.tts lik e whole pt of goin 2 chinatown.4 e atmosphere.den e stuff dere r quite um.um.um.ya.lydat lorx.wadeva.heh.den dey bot sum stuff 4 class deco 4 cny.yesh.den dere's dis rooster hat or sumtin lydat.wich is lik damn cute lahx.oso hav cai shen ye hat.den e hat is lik balloon tt type wan.inflatable wan.so cute can.hehe.but din buy lahx.but kuai le de shi guan guo de zhen kuai.so we 881 lorx.

whee.i lurve my fone.

heh.i finally managed 2 get rid of my stoopid old nokia fone.its lik so damn scratched lahx.den my mom same model as mi can trade 4 100bucks mine too scratched so onli 90bucks..wad the.but nvm.i stil get my new fone.woots.i lurve my new fone!!!

*mux.learn.2.take.care.of.new.fone__
______irrisistable.

we're all just gonna die-

i wished i nv saw tt.
we're all juz gonna die.
so y bother.e sooner e beta.
life's so empty.no.
its too full.of unecessary stuff.
we're all suffocatin.
arent we.
we're all gonna die.
so wad's e problem?
sometimes i wished i can start all over.
again.
life is never a bed of roses.
its lik a bed of cabbage.
rotten.
waitin 4 death.
waitin 4 everything.
to finish.
we're all gonna die.
someday.
sometime.
so jus let it end.
it mayb beta.
hu noes?

homeeee_*

awww.feel so sick.tt's y now at home even thou its 9.50 in the mornin.so sad can.my throat hurts.n i tink i noe y.cuz ytd had dance prac.den i feel quite sick liaox.den we non stop at audi 2 walk stage.den keep on nv drink water.den veri thirsty stil nv drink.den i tink is lydat tt's y i cannot tok now!!wadeva.my head hurts.my throat hurts n i cant tok.so i shal stay at home n do all my undone hw.yesh.

why.we.must.curtail.the.pagan.ritual.of.chopping.down.pine.trees.if.we.are.going.to.repair.the.ozone.layer______

boringggg__

ok.wadeva.i miss wang laoshi.i wan wang laoshi!!!*poutx.*han laoshi nice oso lah.but e activity not sae veri fun lorx.wadeva.wadeva.so um SOMEONEwans mi 2 rite abt him so i shal add in sumtin.um.e vcd rite.its 1buck per vcd.den um if i rent lik 5 lydat 4 u can u finish in one wk.ya.cuz if u cannot finish wil nid pay more.ya.den i rent mr vampire 1,2,3 n ren xia ren.ren xia gui.gui xia ren.gui xia gui.so lik 7 liaox lorx.but may not hav all.yesh.den um zoom back.so um lik nth much durin class lorx.haix.sianx.nvm.shall look 4ward 2 silver per4mance.[again]

___________bored.till.death.
but.still.have.hw___________

i lurve my job__

whee.dose kids r sooo cute!!!hehe.i 4get most frm e firs class liaox.xcept tt jiang wei zhi.he lik was hyper active lahx.den e 2nd class...i cant wait 2 c dem again on silver per4mance!!!whee.althou tts lik super long long long long later.but nvm.i stil lookin 4ward 2 tt.=)tt yuan ning is chao cute.den tt xuan hui oso.she lik so sweet lah..den um got hu else arx.o ya.tt sheng wen n ze long.dey look lik smaller version of junyi n yunkai.den tt sheng wen oso call sammuel can.so qiao.hehe.he veri cute lorx.as in not cute cute but cute.he grow up confirm veri cute wan.heh.den tt zelong.um eyes look ABIT lik junyi.heh.den stil got tt huang wei.tt wan xiao da bo lorx.den stil hav um yi tai.tt wan is oso hyper active wan lah.stil got xiu wen n jiawen..t 2 chao quiet.but nvm.gals cannot too talkative.den e rest 4get liaox.aniwae.we got sumtin frm laoshi.yesh.but its a secret...shhhhhhh.hehe.den yesh.jiu zhe yang.

schoool_

haix.sp it lik bac 2 all dose stuff again.hw.assigments.tryin 2 keep awake in class.n u noe.dose regular schoolin stuff.um.but dis yr.abit e diff.cuz got SIAs....grr.i hav lik 8 subjects SIAs can..so sianx lorx..haix.but at least can combine.so not tt bad lahx.den mux do wad passionata 4 LA oso.tt wan stil quite ez..mi did WRITIN!!!whee.heh.den um chin can do alone..math i chose 2 do e set of ques wan so oso do alone.chem do foof chem.bio stil dunno.ss combine LA.den cme i TINK can combine wif chin.den lef geog.n geog is lik so damn difficult can.e textbk lik so damn cheem...help squirtle....i need HELP!!!bleahx.den chen stil quite ok...bio is lik so damn fast n 100 times more cheem den geog.at least i can understand abit 4 geog.bio i totally DO NOT understand...wad e..wadeva.lookin 4ward 2 wk ends again.i wanna relax!!!

-already.suffocated-
what am i gonna do when the tests are here??!!!

cutee.kidos*

kaesh.well.mi n tze wen huiguan 2 help out wif dose new firs time kids.yesh.den veri farni.cuz can c alot of daddy daddy.i dun wan i dun wan.den lik chao cuteee!!den all e kids oso veri cute.is all k1s i tink.if im not wrong.lik all small small sweet sweet wan..BUT i lik dose frm e performance BETTER!!!dose r CUTER.hehe.um.den dey were playin dis lian hua lian hua ji yue kai game.den dey all damn cutee.heh.den another tcher came in.den dey learned e wo de xiao zhong tt song.veri cute.heh.den its time 2 go home!!so mi n tze wen central walk walk 2 find lunch.n somehow.we ended up at pizzahut.oops.i gotta BAAADDD feelin.we're splurgin again!!!ok wadeva.im not walkin out after i've lik sat down n looked at e menu 4 lik 10mins alr.nvm.den mi ate lasagna(mmmmm..so nicee)den tze ate creamy chicken.den we added e drumlets.ok.tt seriously ROCKS.i lurveee tt.its realli damn damn nicee.i everytime eat pizzahut sure confirm mux eat tt wan wan.heh.den we were abit late.den wen back 2 huiguan.den abt e same ting.wen 2 look after e kids.den dey played e lian hua lian hua ji yue kai game again.den dey sang e wo de xiao zhong song again.den its time 2 go off again...den rainin.so mi n tze wen office.not to jian xiao zhang.but 2 do hw.den slack slack abit den wen home.

day.one*

whee.im back at sch.ok.its not as bad as i tot it'll b.um.yesh.so big deal.im e onli one in 2/2 tt goes dere.but aniwae.its stil quite ok..BUT its stil SCH.so im lik wishin 4 e wkends 2 cum sooner.den can c fam!!tts not realli e point.den can relax.get away frm sch.assignments.stress.hw.tchers.ya.but i stil wanna c u guys.hee.umm.so wads dere 2 report.nth basically.wait......yesh.ms yeo is my form tcher.yesh.ok lahx.she's quite nice.n she's actualli a REEEEAAAALLLLYYY gd tcher.but she can b quite strict sometimes.den my maths abit e not so pro yuo mei you.den sumtimes realli nid abit more time den can understand.yuppx.so sumtimes feel abit e stressed.but um im stil copin fine.at least 4 now.ok.wadeva.i can n wil cope dis yr.yesh.

back.to.school.blues*

ok.im really in a back-to-school-blues mood.sigh.last day of hols.packed my rm.n i really mean pack k.i dug out all dose um rubbish?um ya.i cant believe i actualli hav so much junk in my rm can.ok.wadeva.den um packed my bk shelves.n i realised i mux hav spent a fortune on dose stuff.n an equally big fortune on my neos.um.definitely definitely definitely more den a 100bucks.ok.wadeva again.den um dug out all 7 of my musical boxes.quite nice actually.jus not enuf space.den dug out all my diaries.dug out all my bags.n dug out more stuff.e list can go on 4 quite sum time.den um.its lik rainin non stop outside.its so dark n gloomy n its makin me feel quite depressed.lik its e end of e world n things r not gonne b beta n tt kinda feelings.im reeeeaaallllyyy feelin quite bad abt tmr.its gonna b disasterous.or howeva u spell it.im in no mood 2 b all posh abt my spellin.den um.basically tts my borin day.so blue.so down.

`feelin.down.in.dumps_

silver.fun*

whee.lurve e bbq.muackx.kaesh.basically.wen in e mornin.lin took cab den came 2 fetch mi.den we wen 2 fetch tze.den wen 2 fetch zh.yuppx.den 1/2 way tru zy called n wanted us 2 go fetch him too.ummm.if he doesnt mind sitting on e roof or squeezin wif e chicken wings in e boot n smellin of e marinate later.i dun mind too.heh.den we reached dere.den mi lin tze wen 2 play water.den i wen toilet change.n nid 2 pay lik 20c 4 sum lousy dirty sandy muddy toilet.i rather go j8 or taka toilet.do dotx can.aniwae.we wen play water.splash her splashe dere.splash everiwhere.den got ourselves quite um.WET.den e guys start comin.yh is a skater.heh.somone is angwee.oops.beta not rub it in.aniwae.we dried ourselves by lettin e sea breeze do e job.heh.den its lik almos 1plus.so we had 2 go wite sands ntuc buy food stuff.den mi lin.tze.yz.zh.tako walked 2 e bus stop.den wait wait wait.den wen e bus came.we all boarded n tako was lik his ez link card is dunno where.den i was lik i hav coins.cum.den he say wad neva mind.n all tt stuff.ok.wadeva.mayb he dun wan carry e heavy stuff later rite.hmmm.so mean.heh.den wen 4 lunch.den e guys ate sum beef ball soup wif rice.den tze ate wanton noodle.mi n lin ate udon.mmi ate kitsune.whee.nice.n we shared sum fried tofu wich is so darn saltish tt i swear i almos got kidney failure.wadeva.den da bao chicken rice 4 dose dere.den wen ntuc 2 buy dose food stuff.den we hav sum money lef over.den we decided 2 add in more food.cuz realli alot of pple cumin.den ya.we added 4 more packs of sausage n 2 more packs of crabsticks.yumm.den wen back.n its realli realli chao heavy.i mean can u imagine lik 18L of water.stil got orange squash.den so much sausage n crabsticks.stil got charcoal.lucki no chicken wings.thank god tt tze lugged tt 4kg of marinated poultry dere dis mornin.so we decided 2 take cab back.cuz i tink if we attempted 2 walk back.um.i tink we'll nid 2 call 995 4 ambulance.wadeva.den LUCKY tako not dere.cuz we hav 5 pple actualli is not allowed wan.shhh.dun say horx. :p den lucky tt uncle quite nice.i mean e journet so short.den he ask us sae wad if got pple ask us.sae we not yet 12.heh.den we squeezed abit.so if tako were dere.hmm.he wil hav 2 squeeze in e boot n considerin how warm n stuffy e boot is.we wil probably get boiled sotong.urgh.hu eats squid boiled aniwae.i prefer dem bbq.yumm.den wen we were back.alot of pple were dere liaox.e gals.n alot more guys.den we started 2 pack e food.yuppx.thanx 4 lin's knife wich she so bravely volunteered 2 bring.heh.den um.laoshi came.den she boro tako's bike n wen cyclin.heh.den we hurry up bbq 2 of everythin so tt laoshi got sumtin 2 eat wen she's back frm cyclin.heh.den laoshi came bac.n dey started sayin lame jokes.so lame can.almos extinguished e fire wif deir lameness n coldness.brrr.so cold!den mi n yz started e trend of eatin buttered marshmallows.heh.its actualli quite nice lorx.yeah.like sweet yet saltish.aniwae.life continues n we continue 2 bbq.den finish almos all e food.onli lef lik abit of chicken wings.den dey started playin zong ji mi ma/truf/dare.den laoshi came up wif e num.den quite fun lah.den laoshi gott ago home.den alotof pple oso started 2 go home.yuppx.den lef 8 of us.den we started clearin up n packinden jux now lef 8 chicken wings.so juz nice.whee.n tt was e firs chicken wing tt i ate in e entire nite.quite nice la.but mine not cooked!wadeva.i shared jy's wan wif tze cuz hers oso not cooked.den jy dun wanna eat.den its time 2 go home.wen home wif lin.[thanx 4 e ride]whee.i lurve dis day.*muackx*

pasir.risss*

whee.wen to pasir ris 2dae 2 bk e bbq pits.mi.tze.tako.yx.zh.yeppx.den wen we reach dere we at firs wanted 2 go e costa bike kiosk.budden dey guan men da ji liaox.stoopid lorx.deir business bloomin lik shit still can dao bi.abit e wad you mei you.y lydat wan.den we walked walked walked 2 a near-by shop(its actually quite faaaaaaar away)n asked e aunty where is e nearest bike kiosk n where 2 bk e bbq pits.den she say e nearest bike kiosk is e wan at escape n e bike kiosk 2 bk e pits is all e way down.so we wen bac 2 escape (wich we juz escaped frm 2 go cyclin)n rented our bikes.mi n tze did double.den e guys all did single each.den off we go.n btw.e weather suck big time.lik stephanie's song.tian hei hei.den after awhile not so hei animore.den it turned sunny.stoopid weather forecasts.qi pian wo men de gan qing.*bleahx*den we wen 2 bk e pits.den we cycle bac cuz time almos up.den SUMTIN happened.not man eatin shark or lightenin struck a tree.but tako.yesh wanted to scare mi n tze.so he cycled in front of us den started cyclin 2wards us.um.i tink simple physics we all got study alittle rite.wen 2 objects acceleratin towards each other wad wil happen?yesh it doesnt take a genius 2 figure out tt it wil CRASH.yesh it wil crash.unfortunately.i supposed tt nv crossed mr tako's mind.(hu btw,is a physics student - his tcher mux b vomittin blood wen readin dis)but it DID crossed my mind even thou im NOT e physics pro here thank you veri much.cuz i was screamin lik hell wen we were 30cm apart.n wen we r 10cm apart,i was screamin my lungs dry.n wen we r 1cm apart.i was screamin my head off.n wen we repelled 2 e original 30 cm.e sole n onli tot in my mind was to KILL YOU tako pachi.wad r u doin.if u not pro enuf pls i beg u dun try 2 scare other pple.if u oso cannot swerve in time.pls dun cum n scare mi.i hav weak heart n a ward in e mental hospital 4 ur info.so u hai zi wei zhi.haix.denwe wen kfc 4 lunch.yeppx.den mi n tze shared sum double special tingy.den zh n yx wanted 2 eat bandito meal.den dey finish eatin cheese fries.finish drinkin deir 7up.stil not here.we all(mi tze tako)finish eatin our WHOLE MEAL liaox stil not here.wad r u doin?nid 2 go kill chicken isit?or u stil nid 2 sen someone 2 mexico 2 learn how 2 make bandito?i would recommend concord.its faster.den dey wen 2 tao e bandito.den dun hav,den mi wen e gurl say in 3 mins.i say we're in a rush she say 2mins.den dey wen again after 2mins n changed it 2 zinger.um.wad is happenin can some one xplain 2 mi.cuz dey run out off pepsi.so all giv 7up.den dey oso run out off boxes 2 put e chicken.so mi tze tako r actualli eatin chicken out of CHEESE FRIES boxes..wow.PLUS dey oso run out of regular cups.so mi n tze's drink was served in a large cup filled onli 3/4 full cuz ours is actuali a regular cup.um.is tt lik pathetic or wad?den finish lunch.den decided 2 go white sands.check prices.den tako lef.den we wen 2 check prices.den after tt wen PS watch after e sunset.its a lousy show.ok mayb not lousy but its not worth my 6.50.yesh.den wen home.

*what's wrong with the weather?

pray hard it wont rain on 22dec.

love-

Every time I think about you.
I am reminded of the reasons
Why i love you from the depthof my heart and soul.
And I wonder what I'd dowithout you,
without your healing smile,your words of faith,
the caring and sensitive way you touch me,
lifting me,just when I need it most.without you,
What would I have?What would I be?
I can not imagine existing in a world where
someone does not love me the way you do
Your're the only one whoeverunderstood and
accepted mefor who I am.
And I think you're nothing short of amazing.
Your love always has been and always will be,
life's greatest gift to me.

shoppin.spreee*

me wen bugis wif parents.watched national treasure.n it ROCKS!!!veri similar to dan brown's bks.whee.den wen shoppin.bot 3 new shirts.so happi=)saw a pair of shoes at adidas...veri veri veri veri nicey.BUT life is not so perfect.u've gotta learn tt.e salesman was lik "tt's children's shoes.so e biggest size i hav here is size 2" claps!.im wearin size 5or6 can.so omg.im gona cry soon.its reali reali damn nice.like black base n pink n white graffiti.chao chao chao nice.n YET.my heart is broken.*sobx*den my mom was lik "aiya.ni qu mai bai xie ran hou zi ji hua la." den i was lik "NOT funny can".so sad.k. wadeva.wish my lfe was lik a field of lavender.i need e flower scent now.to soothe my achin heart.waaaa.so sad.k.i shall xia ding jue xin n look 4 a nicer pair!

[i need an angel to life me to higher heights and soothe my nerves.]-

sugared.thoughts*

whee.um.new bloggy!!so veri empty.basically nth much to update 2dae.juz e usual routine.um.dance.but laoshi not ard!!!heh.den quite slack.but we stil got prac kaesh.*guaix*hehe.um.in e conf now.dey r plannin abt sum bdae party??um.all i noe is im gonna get tze e 37degrees pink baggy.hehe.um.it rocks.i hav it too n i LURVE it.whee!~i hav a whole bunch of stuff tt i wan.yesh.so if u gou peng you take a peek at my honnys.c wad i wan`hehe.